Yes, finally updating some journal, even though everything is pretty much the same.

Mid-Terms - Success?
I've finished them today, had English, I didn't study as usual, so I just visited a few websites and read a few stories to see if I get them or not. But yeah, finished the exam in 10min, they teach us things they teach in kg, at least I wrote more than the lines given, was bored so I scribbled on the table with pencil. Hardest exam was Arabic, I don't get a lot of words, I know the meaning but when they ask us to bring a word that explains it I don't know if there was any other? I can write one in English if it would have been ever possible. And the worst to study is History, god why did they even have to start all those wars, kind of complicated, who starts who, who has been sent here and there and what were the reasons along with that all those maps, thank god I had the weekend to study a little bit each day (didn't really go on that). So done pretty well at second midterms. Better than last term's mid's. Guess I got mom's hopes up much more than I should've done, now she wants me to do harder (which I can't, because my head's already ripped off). But, olla! I want to be successful one day, art, writing is no use here, that's what I hear from everyone, why does it have to be business here? Okay so I know why I just don't get why don't they look for artist or writers more often.

Turning social?
Believe me I wouldn't have thought about it if the whole class and school come often to talk to me. Today, a few girls who were in my class a couple of years ago or further behind. They were all discussing about how people change, didn't know until I've seen them point at me from the back of my class, and then I went to them and was this weird nutty person, I unleashed myself at school now "Whatcha doin'? pointing at me shameless creatures? Oh if you were saying I found you that dude well dream on! He'd be blonde o-O? so wha?" And then they pulled my uniform and made me sit down on the floor in the class's corner with them, my old friend's cousin said: "uh well, my cousin told me how you used to be in 5th grade. So quiet, you didn't talk to anyone and yes, you cried when she and your other friend separated, and each of them was trying to convince you the other was wrong. BUT NOW!, look at you mad nutty, weird person so free you don't care what you're saying, even if you told us offensive things".. I looked like this " " obviously someone repeating a part of my past is not what I'm used to hearing. Then someone in 7th grade saw me change "she was always sitting on her desk never moved! never talked! always writing and drawing cartoon characters or sleeping...? in second term she turned to this demon but now she's worse, I mean how does she get along with the nerds and the twisted-human-narrow-minded-nasty people "... Then I went away for a sec to drink water, eh? saying my past isn't pretty WHAT IF!? they know something else, so I went and changed the subjects before they start blabbing about things such as they took my clip thing of my hair and they went "OH when Aisha’s hair comes down, it's her wedding ohh" whatever they were saying. lol. My class is rather fun this year, last year they were so stiff and they took everything as rude reaction to them.